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Saturday, February 07, 2009

Breakdown

I got a B in my breakdown.

That wasn't surprising, frankly, remembering the fact that I really thought I would get Bs, even Cs (I'm NOT exaggerating) for the overall AS result. But the moment I heard of it, there was a tiny voice in my head asking myself: 'Why can't you be as good as you wish to be? Why can't it be better? Just a LITTLE BIT better?'

I didn't believe it when I was first told by someone that I was a bit of a perfectionist. Now I agree.

However, not long after, I remembered a promise I made to myself - be happier. Afterall, I ought to be grateful beyond words to get 15 with standard and mental conditions like mine during the exam. And, believe me, I am.

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