Are you talking to me?

Teachings just don't imprint in our minds if it didn't come with a story or an experience, or without repetition (at least for me.... I learn by repetition =(/=p)...

Today I saw this seemingly cliche and boring photo on facebook, and I feel like as if all the sentences were talking to me.

credit: http://www.facebook.com/Dailyinspirationandmotivation

Anyone who knows me would know that:

1. I can't forget the past unless I get amnesia, and my emotions are tightly tied to the residual effects of the past, and I dont' stop feeling uneasy unless I somehow "solve" the issues from the past. P/s BUT, remembering doesn't mean holding a grudge. 

2. I don't care a single bit what strangers or acquintances think of me, but I care a whole too lot about what my friends think of me. 

3. I wanna solve things FAST, instantaneously if possible. 

4. No comment -.- 

5. I always usually sometimes care too much about excellence in lots of areas (especially studies...), and get really upset when negative thoughts set in and I think I'm not "of the same level" with people around... 

6. I think i think i think think think

7. I DO smile, ok? I just don't like putting up a show when I'm really feeling plainly awful. (Not saying it's a good habit though...)

Though I still feel like some points are demanding too much of me right now ><, there's no harm posting it somewhere, who knows, I might see it again when I need it the most, again... but i hope not =p