English

I seriously think that I should have worked a bit (ok, well, a lot) harder for my English back in secondary school.

No matter what people said to me, no matter what I got for my 1119, it's not enough. Way not enough. What the little confidence left in me vanished like bubbles in the air, as if it had never existed.

Wasn't I the one who was so enthusiastic about speaking 'proper' English? SPEP? If I'm not mistaken, it stands for 'Speaking Proper English Program', with only 2 members - me and my other friend. Funny as it sounds, I wonder whether I would be half as miserable as I am now if it had worked 4 years ago.